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It’s such a lovely day, all I want to do is lie down and do nothing but I get mayor anxiety when I do. Like I should be doing things from my list. My list is so overwhelmingly long I don’t even bother starting, which means more stuff gets on the list and the vicious circle keeps spinning until I have a breakdown and feel complete self loath so yes, it’s a lovely day. Can I lie down for 5 min without my brain racing? ok maybe 15 min (here we go again….)  #unproductiveasshole